Spent part of last night in the ER-- chest pains due to high blood pressure and stress. Feeling better today physically. Emotionally still a mess.
Today my unwilling focus seemed to be thinking about the two of them together, right now i bet they are _________, fill in the blank.
What i should be thinking is that i am lucky that i know he hasn't really changed and that he is no longer fooling me into thinking he is someone he is not, but all i seem to be able to think of is that i wish i was the one cooking dinner together or making love or whatever. . . . .
So right now i need to change my fill in the blank sentence, Krista-Beth will get through this, she will _______.
. . ..be happy again, . . . smile, . . . learn confidence. . . . she will fill in that blank in a positive way.
Somehow i will get through this.
1 comment:
I have full faith you are going to throw that lemon away. No matter what happens, always remember you kick ass every day.
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