Sunday, July 26, 2009

. . . . sigh. . . . cant stop wondering what i could have done to make myself be everything that he needed. . . . .

pointless. . . YES

but i cant seem to stop this thought pocess. . . .

also being alone hurts really bad today. . . . why does he get to have someone and i am the one left all alone? it doesnt really seem fair. . . . NEED TO STOP THINKING LIKE THIS!!!

2 comments:

Robynbeth said...

After the divorce, I did the same thing. Why did I end up alone, and why wasn't I good enough? It has taken a few years and some serious revelations to realize, it isn't all my fault, and this isn't yours. Sometimes there are issues we cannot control. Sometimes the men are looking for someting they will never find, and anybody who you cannot trust 100% does not deserve the beautiful woman you are. This is going to be a tough journey to take, but you are up for the challenge, and you will grow in ways you never thought possible. Hang in there.

Hyphen Beth said...

Thank you for listening and being so supportive:) I truly appreciate it.