As if this year hasnt been life changing enough, fire entered my life at the end of the summer. silently, stealthily, smoke, flame and water destroyed my home and somedays if feels like me. The "sane" part of my brain knows they were only things, and they can be replaced but some of them cant. . . photos of the kids. . . gone. my doll baby id had since i was 1. . . gone. the blanket i was crocheting for lil man since the day i found out i was pregnant that had soaked up tears of happiness and confusion. . .gone. All the bits and pieces you gather around yourself to make a home, artwork and candles and music. . gone.
Don't get me wrong, Im thankful to be alive and that lil guy is healthy and growing inside me, just needed to take a minute to mourn the ashes of what was.
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