Tomorrow is Thanksgiving and I am trying very hard to remember the things that I have to be thankful for instead of dwelling on the things i am missing.

I am thankful for my wonderful friends, those who are both close and those who i dont see often, they are so tremendously supportive and i wouldn't have survived this last year without them.

I am thankful for my grandparents, although i often don't want to hear their opinion on my choices they are always supportive of them in the long run.  My relationship with my parents has changed alot over the last year,  we have connected as adults and are closer than we ever have been.

As strange as it sounds, I am thankful for the stress and drama of the last year, it has helped open my eyes to the person i actually am and what i really want out of my life.  More importantly what i dont want in my life.


I am not where i want to be right now, i am desperate to have my own place again and sometimes i am so lonely i ache.  But everyday i get up and go out there and live my life.   Slowly it is shaping into something that i enjoy and that im proud of  and i am very thankful for that!