Random thoughts on a sunday. . .

Yesterday i got to see the kids, wasn't planned but due to a series of events i ended up spending part of the day with them. It was amazing, we played with Marley, had lunch and topped it off with desert at Dairy Queen:) But on the way to take them home i started losing it, i kept it together until i dropped them off and got back in the car, then it hit. I physically felt ill, I miss my kids so much. How do you go from considering them your children and putting their well being above all else to not seeing them at all. Just because they are not biologically mine doesn't mean that i love them any less than their biological parents, but it does mean i don't get to see them, or be a part of their lives in the way that i wish. Honestly it is the hardest part of all of this craziness.

Today i decided to have a cheer Krista up day. Went to get a pedicure:) My toes are now fuchsia and fabulous and i went to see Julie/ Julia. I was expecting to like the movie, i had read the book and really enjoyed it, but I LOVED this movie!! I laughed, I cried and left the theatre feeling just a tad bit lighter. There are scenes in that movie that spoke to me. . .won't go into them here in case you haven't seen the movie. But I highly recommend seeing it. I will go see it again if you want company.


Also for anyone who blogs, there is an amazing line that Amy Adam's character says about noone reading what she puts out there that will make you smile.