This weekend was Multifest, and i was really interested in seeing the Indian dancers perform. I have a fascination with all things Bollywood, so i was very interested in seeing their performance. I asked my friends and noone was interested in going, so what was this newly single girl to do? Its times like this that i miss him and the kids, C would have loved watching the dancers, because it's the same sort of dancing that was on the latest Cheetah Girl's movie and M would have liked it because there were snocones to be purchased, S would have went for the live music. But that is no longer my life. . . . so it was either miss the performance or go alone.
So i went alone.
It was one of the weirdest experiences of my life. I am not one of those people that can't do things by themselves, ive went to the movies alone, dined by myself, and traveled for work alone, but i had never went somewhere like this by myself. . . . i walked around, looked at the stuff for sale, bought frozen cotton candy (which rocked), and watched the dance performance. I enjoyed it, but it was . . . .weird. I don't have another word for it, it made me sad and wistful. I felt lonely. It also made me feel just a little bit stronger.
Mostly it was just. . . . . weird.
1 comment:
I applaud you. You took a big step yesterday, and even though it was weird, you didn't allow being single stop you. Good for you. It is difficult to be single in a couples world, but I sometimes prefer it. I can do what I want when I want, and that can be liberating.
Hang in there, and I wish I could have gone I love Multifest.
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